I was also worried I wouldn’t earn Coil’s trust and respect. Until this was resolved, I wouldn’t be able to rest, take it easy, or have a day to myself. Not in good conscience.
Any minute spent taking it easy is a minute spent not working to save Dinah?
Depending on what happened, it might be a long, long time before I could relax again.
This really isn’t healthy, Taylor.
What worried me more than anything was the idea that I might save Dinah, only to find that Coil had broken her spirit or her will to the point that she couldn’t go back to her old life.
Oof, yeah.
I worried that, like in my nightmare, I would be too late.
Too late to save her from major irreversible consequences, including but not limited to death.