He kept saying that word, traitor, hammering it in.

“Unless I take this gun and shoot that woman, who you’re convinced is a member of the Nine,” I guessed what he was getting at.

Oh yeah, what Brian just said was such a hammering of verbal brutality that I forgot that it’s also intense emotional manipulation and blackmail.

This is probably a chapter certain Brian haters point to, while ignoring or downplaying just how much his mind is compromised right now.

“Guess I had the wrong impression of you,” he said.  The emotion in his tone was so different that it caught me off guard.  Almost contemplative.

“Huh.”

If I thought of it as him emotionally closing down, it almost fit with the impression I associated with Grue.  At the same time, it didn’t quite jibe with what I was seeing.  Again, I felt that distinct discomfort.

I’m feeling it too and I’m not even there.

Though I may have more of a conscious idea of why.

Is this how I lose my mind?

At least she’s not quite as compromised as Brian and to a lesser extent Lisa seem to be, just yet.

I shrugged.  “I guess you did.”

I carefully holstered the gun, as if hiding it could keep it from coming up again in conversation.

At least it’s a non-verbal statement that reinforces the message of “no, no one’s using this”.

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