There was no way I was going back without him.
That’s a pretty absolute statement.
It’s clear that Taylor is filled with determination.
The intensity of the emotion I was feeling on the subject surprised me.
Yeah, it’s pretty intense.
Hell, you don’t even know if the kid’s still alive yet and you’re making statements that absolute.
I hated the idea of going back to Sierra and telling her I’d failed. Hated the idea of that conversation on top of the news I had about Bryce joining the same Merchants that assaulted her friend with a broken bottle.
Yeeah, no matter how you spin it, it’s going to be an unpleasant debriefing. Might as well try to avoid it getting more unpleasant.
I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t be leader of a territory and know that someone out there was maybe telling others I hadn’t followed through, fighting that constant nagging doubt in the back of my mind that wondered if ‘my’ people were whispering or laughing at me behind my back.
Oof, yeah, that’s another good point.
And maybe a small part of it was that my meeting with my father had been a reminder of how important family was.
Aaand that’s how it all ties together! I like it.
Bryce was the errant youth, his sister the anxious family member.
Which makes Taylor… Dragon?
This paralleling is very interesting. On the larger scale we’ve got the heroes, mostly Dragon, trying to sway Taylor back to their side, and hints suggesting Taylor is not really that happy with her current role, and more than just hints that Taylor is really feeling guilt for abandoning Danny. And now on a smaller scale, we’ve got Taylor trying her hardest to retrieve a kid, someone who by her own admission parallels her, from the life of villainy for the sake of his anxious family member.
So metaphorically, she’s feeling an incredibly strong desire to save “herself” from villainy and take “herself” back to “Danny”.
Holy hell, this rabbit hole is deep. I’m glad Wildbow decided to point this out via Taylor, because I’m not sure I would’ve picked up on it otherwise, but now that I do see it, it’s a really strong piece of writing.
Damn.
Were my emotions here tied to the parallel between them and my father and me?
After the realizations you just sent me through I’d be quite disappointed if they weren’t.